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Every girl, pre or post-pubescent strongly desires a close-knit group of friends that will care for her, console her, and laugh with her throughout high school and into college and independent stages of life.
I, in desiring such a close-knit group of friends, became close to girls for artificial reasons. I have never been more disappointed in my friends as much as I have been this year.
I have entertained the thought that maybe I'm the drama queen. But here's the thing: I want to get along great and be honest, or be nothing. To me, it's unacceptable to just have a sort-of friendship. I think that is an idea I pursue in almost everything I do.
My friends have egos. They don't believe in apologizing and they don't believe in the beauty of other people. They care about clothes. They care about boys. They care about themselves.
I guess I got it--my close-knit group of friends. But hell, if I don't meet better friends in college, I don't know what I'll do.
I would really love to go see a movie with a boy this weekend. I'm so damn sick of girls.
I, in desiring such a close-knit group of friends, became close to girls for artificial reasons. I have never been more disappointed in my friends as much as I have been this year.
I have entertained the thought that maybe I'm the drama queen. But here's the thing: I want to get along great and be honest, or be nothing. To me, it's unacceptable to just have a sort-of friendship. I think that is an idea I pursue in almost everything I do.
My friends have egos. They don't believe in apologizing and they don't believe in the beauty of other people. They care about clothes. They care about boys. They care about themselves.
I guess I got it--my close-knit group of friends. But hell, if I don't meet better friends in college, I don't know what I'll do.
I would really love to go see a movie with a boy this weekend. I'm so damn sick of girls.