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I see everyone with an older sibling who are both really close... both emotionally and in age.
I love my brother. I barely get to see him since he's busy with his own family and getting his own life back on track. He's 27 and still getting things together with 2 kids and a wife.
I just wish there wasn't such a gap between us. I've never had that older sibling figure where I can just sit around and talk to about anything. He gives me all this advice because he's been through so much, and I love it, I just want to hang out and talk about school and people but I never can because he never finished school and he doesn't know any of the same people I do.
Don't get me wrong, I love his family, my family, I just wish things were a little different.
That's half the reason why I'm starting to be so good to my sister. I just realized I never had that and I want her to have that, not the sister who's a control freak and bitches her out everytime she makes a mistake. She's 2 and half years younger than me and it's hilarious to see what I was like 2 years ago.
Why do I have to grow up so soon?
I love my brother. I barely get to see him since he's busy with his own family and getting his own life back on track. He's 27 and still getting things together with 2 kids and a wife.
I just wish there wasn't such a gap between us. I've never had that older sibling figure where I can just sit around and talk to about anything. He gives me all this advice because he's been through so much, and I love it, I just want to hang out and talk about school and people but I never can because he never finished school and he doesn't know any of the same people I do.
Don't get me wrong, I love his family, my family, I just wish things were a little different.
That's half the reason why I'm starting to be so good to my sister. I just realized I never had that and I want her to have that, not the sister who's a control freak and bitches her out everytime she makes a mistake. She's 2 and half years younger than me and it's hilarious to see what I was like 2 years ago.
Why do I have to grow up so soon?