Offical People Hater

May 30, 2007 22:31

I have found that its really not worth trusting most peoples word anymore. I'm tired of people lying to me and betraying my trust its geting to be really silly anymore. theres not even a handful of people anymore that i trust. And since I have taken that action I have seems a tade happier.

Honestly I dont get it what is it about me that makes others hate and dispise me let alone not trust in me to be a good friend? Lately some of my friends have gone back to that stupid Highschool Kinderdrama bull shit and I dont quite understand what is really the point of shunning someone that is willing to take a bullet for you someone that listins to your every damn problum that they have, that has never done a damaging thing to them, I say this because 2 of my friends have lied to me about some major things in their lives, and one friend neglected to tell me about one of our friends babies died. I was crushed and hurt with all of this. but then it all goes back to FUCK THEM, i really dont need that shit but i did go and sent a message to my friend Lordiss about my condolices about her loss of her children. I cant imagine how it must feel for her, honestly i dont think i could handle losing elijah or ember, all i can do is be there for her and hope beacause i didnt find out till just yesterday she doesnt think i'm a horrible friend for not knowing sooner. *SIGH* that is my blog for the day sorry not such a happy one just to much drama lately. I wish there was a button you could push for anti drama GOD wouldn tthat be great^_^
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