how many days til summer?
so friday was your typical day at school. i had like 4 tests and i didnt open a book. becky came over after school and we hung around. then we had chinese for dinner w/ the fam. we got all ready and headed off to coffee club. it was okay. we went for a walk and went to o'malleys. then we went back and watched ian & company. they make my day. oh and cant forget puppet master, she was deff there haha. then a new guy played who just moved around here, his name is Lorenzo. he was amazing. he played 2 of his songs and verve pipe- freshmen. he got all into it, it was awesome. then we talked to him after and he was so cool and he gave us his cd and we jammed to it on the way home. sean was really good last night too. those two are probably my favorite there. so i have a ton of homework and two projects so i dont know what im doin tonight. if nothing comes up im gona go get stuff for my project and work on it because i have dress reharshal tomorrow. its at swathmore college. i go on for an hour 3:00-4:00. everyone should go because i get 0 support every year. rory was gona go but that aint happening lol.. and i have a ton of tickets for recitial and no ones gona go :( oh well, whatever. my life took a total 360. i just dont feel myself anymore. i miss hangin out with rory on the weekends and just doing the most random things and going to the most random places. even if we were still together it wouldnt happen because hes grounded. hope he has fun at prom.. but anywho had the craziest dream last night. i hate them because you wake up because you dont know if its really real or not. so i hooked up with someone who id rather not say hahaha and after a few mins i like broke down and stopped and he tried to come after me and said he understood but he was upset but hes my friend i cant look at him as anything else. then another part is me and rory were fightin and it got to the point where he totally bombed me and hated me with a passion it was redonkulous. but im not in the mood to write because if i write what i feel i dont want a ton of ppl reading it. leave some lovee