being alive is so overrated..

[dream_on_xo]

so gona start this back up again because everyone is sick of my "bitchin" i might as well do it in here. today was a typical day at school, long, boring, drama. what else is new? same shit different day. got to school early, went and talked to meg about my problems and then went to see amanda and she showed me her prom pictures, SO PRETTY!! too bad we were gona have fun at the sals prom together. italian- we finally started working on our dialogue that i need to do good on. hmrm- just talked like usual. lit- read the crucible the whole entire period. who the hell knows whats going on in that story. sacs- had our prayer service, it was cute. chez is retiring. too bad she couldnt this year so we wouldnt have her. lunch was quiet, no one really there. gym- we bowled. yeah we had our fun with that. i had a breakdown in the locker room and i was throwing shit and yelling. i had to let my anger out since i held it in all day. lol dont ask.. geom- went over shit, its confusing i was lost. chem- did more mole shit. fun stuff. talked to meg, looked at her prom pics. came home and now im just sitting around. gotta go do some chem homework and then dance tonight. only two more days left. YESSSSSS. volleyball tomorrow, im pumped. last game before playoffs. those kids always know how to cheer me up, especially with our wawa trips. but i guess ill end it here. lot of stuff on my mind and im not gona go tell people how i feel because obviously no one cares since all i do is beg and bitch and whatever else everyone says about me. if people really cared they'd come approach me and offer to listen. but whatever, i dont have that. peace <33

i always knew i was never good enough for you