Trying to hang on a bit longer.

Nov 19, 2007 23:24

I'm tired and feel like my eyes are about to fall out.  I got up way too early to work on homework and want to go to bed early so I can wake up early again.  Somewhere around five hopefully.  Yeah.  I can't stay up anymore unless there's a lot of caffeine.

Last week, I spent a majority of my time working and revising my argument for my giant/medium World Lit paper I have due on December 11.  It concerns skaz, Gogol, The Overcoat, Bulgakov, and Heart of a Dog. The thesis was never really quite right.  It was arguable but it wasn't concise enough.  I kept rewording, readjusting, and changing it all last week.

This weekend, I spent a majority of my weekend attempting to focus the thesis even more by proving it.  Thus comes in the outline.  I spent an unsuccessful Saturday going through research, trying to pull bits and pieces to try and work in my presentation as well as due my annotated bibliography that I have due Tuesday too.  Go to Sunday where I attempted to begin my outline between the two books, working even more meticulous than usual because I don't have my paper written yet.  (There was no way in hell I could write my paper last week with the presentation and everything else on it).

I barely got anything noteworthy done on the outline and didn't get a majority done till this afternoon.  I went to see my professor and learned that I only really need to focus on the one book we read for class just because the others won't be familiar with the other book I've chosen.  Kind of takes a load off but not  really.  I am having the worse time trying to connect everything and make a cohesive argument.

I may be ready for winter break, but at this point, I still crave the familiar, comforting troubling toils of analyzing literature than to waiting at night on chaotic, indecisive people.

Wow.  This thing really has fried my brain.  I still love literature!

I can all ready feel this presentation is going to be a B if I'm lucky.  I see so many flaws  and fallacies in my argument that I don't know how to fix and it worries me.

reflective, coffee, work, worry, literature

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