Oct 16, 2007 13:46
I feel incredibly stupid right now. I've felt like that a lot lately. For instance, sending an email to my client for my web page class from the wrong email address. I use my Gmail account for my school address, my personal, and my business email (particularly relating to my client and web design). But I forgot to change the email address and it was "sent" from my personal account. Something so small and insignificant causes me to feel like a dummy.
I've been feeling like that a lot lately. I am regretting a lot of the things I do like saying a simple comment during a class discussion about Tolstoy and his work "The Death of Ivan Ilych" or when I go to talk to one of my professors about something or even when I am talking to my roommates (even declining to watch a movie in order to do some homework). I am afraid that is it going to come back and bite me in the ass and everything will become screwed up because of it.
Maybe this is just me becoming more paranoid of myself. I am my own worse enemy and I am out to get me.
worry,
accidents,
college,
web design,
paranoia,
goals