Some random reflection tonight...
Work wasn't bad. The tips were actually pretty good tonight. Kind of slow in the beginning and picking up towards the end. I made some money. I made it home in one piece. Today was another day where I was alive.
It is funny how superfacial problems can become when you compare it to merely being alive.
I say this because when I went into work today, I was told that a regular at the pub was killed by a car last night crossing the street to his home. Know, even though I've only been there for a month and I've seen the guy before. I know who he is. I said hi a few times. He always sat at the bar when he came. It was just surreal and sad hearing it.
Work continued as it did and I really didn't give any thoughts to it. Driving home though, I found myself trying to extra careful and my thoughts drifting off to what would I do if I knew it was my last day ever...
Never mind. Really morose thoughts there. Sorry about that. The event kind of disturbed me even though I really didn't know the guy that well.
The day itself was kind of odd and out of focus. I mean that it felt off. Not right. I acutally slept decently last night so maybe that is why. Past few nights have been crappy nights of sleep except last night. Maybe that is why everything has been off.
God, I am rambling like an idiot tonight. It seems I've had a lot of random thoughts on my mind lately and it is annoying. Also sorry about being so gloomy tonight. It was unintentional.
One thing though I liked about today is seeing the people I work with because I always find myself laughing or smiling at some point during my shift. At either some random crap or something very random.
I hope things are lessing confusing for you and life is going good. And yes, my spelling is horrible tonight. Too lazy to use spell check.
Cheers.
It is funny how superfacial problems can become when you compare it to merely being alive.
I say this because when I went into work today, I was told that a regular at the pub was killed by a car last night crossing the street to his home. Know, even though I've only been there for a month and I've seen the guy before. I know who he is. I said hi a few times. He always sat at the bar when he came. It was just surreal and sad hearing it.
Work continued as it did and I really didn't give any thoughts to it. Driving home though, I found myself trying to extra careful and my thoughts drifting off to what would I do if I knew it was my last day ever...
Never mind. Really morose thoughts there. Sorry about that. The event kind of disturbed me even though I really didn't know the guy that well.
The day itself was kind of odd and out of focus. I mean that it felt off. Not right. I acutally slept decently last night so maybe that is why. Past few nights have been crappy nights of sleep except last night. Maybe that is why everything has been off.
God, I am rambling like an idiot tonight. It seems I've had a lot of random thoughts on my mind lately and it is annoying. Also sorry about being so gloomy tonight. It was unintentional.
One thing though I liked about today is seeing the people I work with because I always find myself laughing or smiling at some point during my shift. At either some random crap or something very random.
I hope things are lessing confusing for you and life is going good. And yes, my spelling is horrible tonight. Too lazy to use spell check.
Cheers.