Dun-Dun-Dun!
I had one of the weirdist dreams in a while. I wouldn't necessarily call it a nightmare. Just strange. Like I had joined the Marines and I was enlisted and I thought it was something like a trial offer to see if I liked it. And I kept complaining it conflicted with my classes at school, especially two presentations that I have to give this coming Tuesday. Then I woke up to find that it was just a dream but I still have to give two group presentations on Tuesday.
I. Am. So. Screwed.
So aside from the anexities that I have concerning the presentations, I have to go back to uni this evening. Aside from a new episode of Battlestar Galactica on Skiffy, I have to work to play catch up. I have moments where I feel very self doubting and that after I do a lot of work, even at last minute, I'll still be so screwed. Now and as well for the next few days, I will feel that way.
It wasn't like I didn't try. I did try but I couldn't find the inspiration nor super duper sources when it came to one particular presentation invovling Tarzan and exile. I did try but now I have to work overtime. Ugh.
The second half of the spring semester is here. It is going to come down to the wire with papers and presentations and then finals. I'm not going to screw up.
So, anyways. I've turned to writing fanfiction. Something I haven't done in awhile and something that started with Farscape. I have a story in the Lord of the Rings fandom which I've been meaning to update but the Maelstorm has put in some ideas in my head so I'm going to try and use that as a vent or a creative outlet over the enxt month.
Hurray for random venting and reflection, right?
Anyways, I hope I'll have LJ access at CNU and that I can find a place to live next year as well get all the class I want when it comes down to registration.
Till, later. Cheers.
I. Am. So. Screwed.
So aside from the anexities that I have concerning the presentations, I have to go back to uni this evening. Aside from a new episode of Battlestar Galactica on Skiffy, I have to work to play catch up. I have moments where I feel very self doubting and that after I do a lot of work, even at last minute, I'll still be so screwed. Now and as well for the next few days, I will feel that way.
It wasn't like I didn't try. I did try but I couldn't find the inspiration nor super duper sources when it came to one particular presentation invovling Tarzan and exile. I did try but now I have to work overtime. Ugh.
The second half of the spring semester is here. It is going to come down to the wire with papers and presentations and then finals. I'm not going to screw up.
So, anyways. I've turned to writing fanfiction. Something I haven't done in awhile and something that started with Farscape. I have a story in the Lord of the Rings fandom which I've been meaning to update but the Maelstorm has put in some ideas in my head so I'm going to try and use that as a vent or a creative outlet over the enxt month.
Hurray for random venting and reflection, right?
Anyways, I hope I'll have LJ access at CNU and that I can find a place to live next year as well get all the class I want when it comes down to registration.
Till, later. Cheers.