Jul 25, 2006 22:29
So today Emly came back and we went up to Joshees and it was just how things are before.
I began to realise, maybe thier just pooners and I shouldn't take it personally.
Jim's got a job = well happy for him.
I feel like I have a clear head again.
Can't WAIT till big green. And Joshees party this saturday. It should all be fun.
Then when i get back my mum says I can have a BBQ on my birthday, at the bottom of the field. We can get cained and she said poeple can stay till like 1. So it will mean pills, vodca and green. Unless we get MDMA at big green and i happen to like it *thinks*.
And when I get back I will have moneyness so me and Emly can do coke, possibly.
I'm just thinking about life and how nice and easy it is just getting cained all the time.
And Jim, i'm kinda beggining to forget him, in ways. I like him, lots, I don't know when I wont but i'm well up for 'moving on' right now....well see what unfolds in the near future but right now, whatever happens, happens. At least thats basically what he said.