~*~*~*bLaH BlAh bLaH*~*~*~
I am in a very blase` mood today. I feel so empty and alone. I am listening to the song "Avondale" by Yellowcard and I feel that way about some chosen people. The people who are supposed to be my friends and be there for me...ARENT! The one's I bent over backwards for and did eveything in my power that I could wont do the same for me!! They are selfish and only give a fuck about themselves. Nicole...a friend I had for 9 years barely even calls me anymore!! I drove all the way to Sanford to go visit her last week and you think that she would ask her fuckin asshole of a boyfriend to do the same for me...YEAH RIGHT! Because no one give's a shit about me. They could care less if I was to fuckin die right now. I wonder if they would even notice I was gone....