hmmm....
just doing my every-now-and-then update on this thing.
life's hard right now. a lot of school problems. mostly with some people around me. people being asses, liars, and heart breakers. i was so close to being over him and being extremely happy being friends but i see his name everywhere. things that remind me of him, his name, inside jokes everything that seems to bring him back and remind me of all the great times we had together. he's moved on to another girl and i'm glad because i know he'll be happy. and that's all i want for him. i just feel that with this girl our close friendship will never be as close and we'll never get to hang out as much as we used to.
umm...let's see. what else???
i'm kind of worried about the dance show. there are a lot of things that are unfinished and i know there will be a lot of stress during the tech weeks. ak and i have to start and finish our piece that we're working on because we're opening the show. i do really think that the show will be great. i'm really excited. everyone should come see it. =]
upcoming event that's really going to suck....
prom. totally NOT looking forward to it. it's officially named the shiz night because that's what it is. shit. i was really looking forward to it this year and really hoping i'd get invited because i have a lot of junior and senior friends. but i really over-estimated myself. i'm just not that cool. annie and i are going on an official anti-prom night together and we're totally going to go to the mall and do other fun stuff like going on quests (don't ask) while everyone is having fun getting all dressed up, going out to dinner, getting pictures, and dancing. i'm really not looking forward to may 7th. and if i hear one more person say "i'm so excited about prom...omg...i have to get my hair done...it's going to be so much fun." i think i might just have to go haley jenkins on their asses. (and that's not a good thing let me tell you)
random thoughts....
-i really need to loose A LOT of weight and tone down A LOT for the dance show
-my grades are slipping and i'm getting really lazy. got to step it up a noch
-i'm a really boring person. i never get to go out
-i have to get a job this summer but i'm not working any weekends. any suggestions????
-i found a bunch of my theatre friends on this livejournal thing and i added them to 'my friends' list!!!
-i really need to go shopping for a bunch of summer clothes
-i want a surprise birthday party. june 2nd. *cough* *cough*
-i need a man
check my xanga for more frequent updates... www.xanga.com/dreamlovelife597
life's hard right now. a lot of school problems. mostly with some people around me. people being asses, liars, and heart breakers. i was so close to being over him and being extremely happy being friends but i see his name everywhere. things that remind me of him, his name, inside jokes everything that seems to bring him back and remind me of all the great times we had together. he's moved on to another girl and i'm glad because i know he'll be happy. and that's all i want for him. i just feel that with this girl our close friendship will never be as close and we'll never get to hang out as much as we used to.
umm...let's see. what else???
i'm kind of worried about the dance show. there are a lot of things that are unfinished and i know there will be a lot of stress during the tech weeks. ak and i have to start and finish our piece that we're working on because we're opening the show. i do really think that the show will be great. i'm really excited. everyone should come see it. =]
upcoming event that's really going to suck....
prom. totally NOT looking forward to it. it's officially named the shiz night because that's what it is. shit. i was really looking forward to it this year and really hoping i'd get invited because i have a lot of junior and senior friends. but i really over-estimated myself. i'm just not that cool. annie and i are going on an official anti-prom night together and we're totally going to go to the mall and do other fun stuff like going on quests (don't ask) while everyone is having fun getting all dressed up, going out to dinner, getting pictures, and dancing. i'm really not looking forward to may 7th. and if i hear one more person say "i'm so excited about prom...omg...i have to get my hair done...it's going to be so much fun." i think i might just have to go haley jenkins on their asses. (and that's not a good thing let me tell you)
random thoughts....
-i really need to loose A LOT of weight and tone down A LOT for the dance show
-my grades are slipping and i'm getting really lazy. got to step it up a noch
-i'm a really boring person. i never get to go out
-i have to get a job this summer but i'm not working any weekends. any suggestions????
-i found a bunch of my theatre friends on this livejournal thing and i added them to 'my friends' list!!!
-i really need to go shopping for a bunch of summer clothes
-i want a surprise birthday party. june 2nd. *cough* *cough*
-i need a man
check my xanga for more frequent updates... www.xanga.com/dreamlovelife597