spilling.....
Ok...so I'm feeling really emo right now, and I'm just going to spill out all my feelings...
hope this goes well...
As much as I try, I know I can't make him love me. I will try and try until the day I die. I can't take it anymore! He's too perfect for words. Ever since we became so close, it feels like we're drifting away! I don't know what's happening, but I don't like it. When I see him loving someone else, the someone who has ruined my whole entire life and not for that reason, I'm crushed. You might as well throw my heart into the ocean to let it sink to the bottom and let the pressure of the water crush it. My heart is breaking slowly and painfully. He's changed my life for the better and the worse. He's made me see that there are beautiful people out there in the world and that there are people that I can actually fall in love with. He's also led me down a path towards a broken heart and I'm too lost to turn around and turn away.
That got a lot off my chest. I'm sorry for the emo-ness and I promise this is a one time thing.
I need to just forget about him and just let hime go so I can lead a happy life. I think the reason that I still hold on is because I believe there may be enough room in his heart to love me.
He's made me a totally different person.
hope this goes well...
As much as I try, I know I can't make him love me. I will try and try until the day I die. I can't take it anymore! He's too perfect for words. Ever since we became so close, it feels like we're drifting away! I don't know what's happening, but I don't like it. When I see him loving someone else, the someone who has ruined my whole entire life and not for that reason, I'm crushed. You might as well throw my heart into the ocean to let it sink to the bottom and let the pressure of the water crush it. My heart is breaking slowly and painfully. He's changed my life for the better and the worse. He's made me see that there are beautiful people out there in the world and that there are people that I can actually fall in love with. He's also led me down a path towards a broken heart and I'm too lost to turn around and turn away.
That got a lot off my chest. I'm sorry for the emo-ness and I promise this is a one time thing.
I need to just forget about him and just let hime go so I can lead a happy life. I think the reason that I still hold on is because I believe there may be enough room in his heart to love me.
He's made me a totally different person.