Jan 05, 2005 07:12
Do you hear that? Nope! That's because there is nothing to hear! It's Quiet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The hoodlums went back to school, today. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is so peaceful. The few babies I have are asleep, still and everything is calm and tranquil. What sweet bliss! LOL
Jen, sorry to hear you have had some bad days. I get those a lot. I just want to cry and for no reason. Of course the Doc put me on Zoloft, but girl you can only shit so much, before you learn your lesson. LOL Some stomachs it hurts and some can handle it fine. Mine couldn't. Therefore, without the medicine, I just deal. Sucks! It helps that Chris has learned me and trys to understand and help. He knows that it has nothing to do with him, but sometimes I'm just depressed. It is one of the characteristics of AADD. (Which I was diagnosed with in early 2004.) The medicine for that keeps me awake at night. Guess I get screwed in the ass with every whcih way I turn.
Wanna hear another bummer? I started back to college being behind in Algebra. I had forgotten so much in the past 9 years, that I had to take 2 high school courses (at college) before I can enter the nursing program. Little did I know that being a year behind in math has put me a year behind in graduating! No damn kidding! I had no idea! So two days ago, I find out (after I've been in college for a year!) So to keep from wasting a year on B S subjects, I have changed my major to 4 year, RN. I'll have a Bachelor's degree in Nursing and a minor (Associate's degree) in Spanish. I should be a Tennessee State University student by Spring! It was a bummer at first, but I have warmed up to the idea and am getting a little excited.
Well, that's about all on my end. I hope things are great out there in this crazy, good for little, world.
Lots of love, ME