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i fucking hate this. b/c i guess i fail with everything. im a screw up as a child and a girlfriend. i just wish i could make everyone happy. i wish i could see kyle every second of every day and just be with him and love him and make him smile. instead of making his mad. i wish i could fucking be #1 on my dad's list instead of dead fucking last. i hate being yelled at every fucking night and i hate all of this. just why cant everything work out? why not? i love kyle with my whole heart and i wish he would know that. oh well.
fuck you all
fuck you all