ugh
i havnt updated ina while. im not doin to good latley, im tryin to, i really am, but im just not happy, n it sux, i think i got it frm lauren lol. im jus really scared cuz of her n tha whole college thang, im going wherever ur goin lauren! WHEREVER. i kno u want to b independent, and u can be, but i will be right there for tha times wen u NEED me. Itz really hard for me rite now to accept tha fact that lauren doesnt want to see me as much anymore(itz not az bad az it soundz) im just not used to it yet i guess. i got ,my schedule flopped around, so now i have lung with lauren only on day 2 :(. iono im just not ina good mood. Work aint been too good latley. im tryin really hard to be happy, n itz workin, no one can tell im not ina good mood. I went to tha holocaust speaker 2day, i feel bad for that guy, now if i evn hear ppl saying there a nazi or how thay wish hitler came back, ima bust soime heads, ive heard that shit faaar too much. Im sorry lauren, i really am, im sorry i havnt been making u so happy latley. im like falling apart, n itz sux, im actually complaining all throut this entree, k im done.
i love u lauren, thatz doesnt know how to change
-me
i love u lauren, thatz doesnt know how to change
-me