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I am never staying up late again. Too painful. I think I fell asleep about 5.30am in the end. (Had some wonderful dreams but that's for me to lustfully sigh about ;)
My mum woke me at 10.30am (only five hours later) so we could go shopping. Took me quite a long time to get ready as I was feeling rather shitty.
We went with her friend Rita who brought us lunch which is always nice.
I brought a white fitted shirt for the first night of the Rammstein tour. It's quite low cut, so I'm going to have to get quite a long tie... opps... ah well, it's nice and I'll wear it afterwards which is the main thing I guess.
Oh god, I said it would happen to Liz and it did. My mum made me buy things that I didn't originally go out for, she always ALWAYS does it. As I was trying the shirt on this happened:
Mum- oo, you're going to need a new bra!
Me- oh, I was going to wear this one?
Mum- oh
Me- you think I need a new one?!
Mum- well, I would... but if you're happy in that one...
So, after she had said that I started thinking about it and decided that she was probably right. So, I brought a new one for £10. Not bad I guess, but annoying because I now owe her money.. that was her plan I bet.
When we got home I collasped on my bed for about two hours before dragging myself to my dad's house. I didn't really feel up to it, but I hadn't see him since the new year. It was okay. He seemed nice today, which is good. :) (and he brought me chocolate)
So, quite a busy day. I think I shall rest all weekend now. It was good to leave the house again. I think consent staring at these walls was making me depressed. Hopefully it's past now. I tryed to hide it and didn't write about it, because I felt it was too personal but now, hopefully I'll be better.
Ooooooooooow, and I've just found out I have my first panio lesson on monday!! Oh god, YAY! I'm going to be nervous on sunday/monday but at the moment I'm looking forward to it! :D
My mum woke me at 10.30am (only five hours later) so we could go shopping. Took me quite a long time to get ready as I was feeling rather shitty.
We went with her friend Rita who brought us lunch which is always nice.
I brought a white fitted shirt for the first night of the Rammstein tour. It's quite low cut, so I'm going to have to get quite a long tie... opps... ah well, it's nice and I'll wear it afterwards which is the main thing I guess.
Oh god, I said it would happen to Liz and it did. My mum made me buy things that I didn't originally go out for, she always ALWAYS does it. As I was trying the shirt on this happened:
Mum- oo, you're going to need a new bra!
Me- oh, I was going to wear this one?
Mum- oh
Me- you think I need a new one?!
Mum- well, I would... but if you're happy in that one...
So, after she had said that I started thinking about it and decided that she was probably right. So, I brought a new one for £10. Not bad I guess, but annoying because I now owe her money.. that was her plan I bet.
When we got home I collasped on my bed for about two hours before dragging myself to my dad's house. I didn't really feel up to it, but I hadn't see him since the new year. It was okay. He seemed nice today, which is good. :) (and he brought me chocolate)
So, quite a busy day. I think I shall rest all weekend now. It was good to leave the house again. I think consent staring at these walls was making me depressed. Hopefully it's past now. I tryed to hide it and didn't write about it, because I felt it was too personal but now, hopefully I'll be better.
Ooooooooooow, and I've just found out I have my first panio lesson on monday!! Oh god, YAY! I'm going to be nervous on sunday/monday but at the moment I'm looking forward to it! :D