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Yesterday was a strange day. Went over to Christopher's. It was ok better than being at home but I felt really tired for the most of it.
In the evening, god, I don't know what happened to me. I turned into a emotional old woman!! One moment I was fine the next I was crying. I think it's my homoanes being stupid.
Last night inigo came to sleep in my room as my mum is away. BIG mistake. My brother brought it up at 4ish and scared the shit out of me by placing him on my bed. So, yer I trys to get to sleep but kitten decides it's a good idea to go exploing. In the end I moved down to my mum's room with him cos he's used to it. He seemed to calm down alot, although i feel asleep pretty quick. I did wake to find him on the bed with me which was quite a nice feeling. I went back to sleep cos it was about 7ish. I had to get up at 9.30 cos he woke up and started moaning for his breakfast!
Late night and early waking is not a good combo!
I've felt shit most of the day. And I need my mum back so she can get me pills but NO I have to do it myself! :)
I have the hopsital tomorrow. I kinda worried about it. A. because mum might not be back in time to take me so I may have to go with my dad,
B. Worried that he will take me off the pills and expect me to be better. AND c. I am sick and tired of bloody hospitals.
Not a cheery post
In the evening, god, I don't know what happened to me. I turned into a emotional old woman!! One moment I was fine the next I was crying. I think it's my homoanes being stupid.
Last night inigo came to sleep in my room as my mum is away. BIG mistake. My brother brought it up at 4ish and scared the shit out of me by placing him on my bed. So, yer I trys to get to sleep but kitten decides it's a good idea to go exploing. In the end I moved down to my mum's room with him cos he's used to it. He seemed to calm down alot, although i feel asleep pretty quick. I did wake to find him on the bed with me which was quite a nice feeling. I went back to sleep cos it was about 7ish. I had to get up at 9.30 cos he woke up and started moaning for his breakfast!
Late night and early waking is not a good combo!
I've felt shit most of the day. And I need my mum back so she can get me pills but NO I have to do it myself! :)
I have the hopsital tomorrow. I kinda worried about it. A. because mum might not be back in time to take me so I may have to go with my dad,
B. Worried that he will take me off the pills and expect me to be better. AND c. I am sick and tired of bloody hospitals.
Not a cheery post