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Oct 23, 2006 19:17

When I came back from spending the day with Ginta the guards were gone and Ran was sitting on my bed looking at one of my manga. I was so shocked I couldn't move. He stood up and apologized for coming in my room without me there. That finally made me able to move and I hugged him and told him he come into my room any time he wanted to ( Read more... )

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just_a_murder October 27 2006, 14:03:20 UTC
Aya, that's wonderful. I'm so happy for you.

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dream_departed October 29 2006, 01:53:50 UTC
"Thank you, Ran." She reaches out to hug him.

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just_a_murder October 29 2006, 02:00:24 UTC
::hugs:: I really am so happy about this. I've been worried over you with... recent events. I want you to be happy.

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dream_departed October 29 2006, 02:10:02 UTC
"I Recent events hurt so much, I didn't think I could take it. But my body is a stupid machine and it kept going. And it's starting to feel like I'm not just keeping going. It's starting to feel good again.

"What about you, Ran? Are you happy?"

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just_a_murder October 29 2006, 02:24:01 UTC
::hugs:: I'm familiar with that. It works just as you said.

I'm all right, although I had to break up with Kazuo. He started to look into my past too deeply and dug up that I'd faked my death. If I'd stayed with him, he would have kept going despite my protests and found out things he... might not have survived learning. So I broke up with him for his own safety. I'm sorry that you won't get to meet him after all.

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dream_departed October 29 2006, 02:27:41 UTC
"Ran-chan told me. She also said he didn't seem like was good enough for you. I'm worried that you will start think that because things didn't work out with Kazuo, they will never work out with anyone."

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just_a_murder October 29 2006, 02:35:37 UTC
...maybe not. But it was... foolhardy of me to become involved with someone outside the business. How else can it eventually end? I can't keep secrets from someone I claimed to love forever and disclosure would get that person killed.

One of the Yohjis here has been... very kind, but I haven't seen him in a while. In any case, I worry that I'm not appreciating him for who he is, just for a Yohji. He's so close in some ways, and it's like I already know him. I distrust that for how easy it is and how lazy it might make me for trying to see him as the person he actually is.

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dream_departed October 29 2006, 02:40:13 UTC
"It was brave of you to take a chance.

"You've never been lazy in your life, Ran. But it sounds like an excellent reason to spend time with him, once you see him again."

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just_a_murder October 29 2006, 02:44:02 UTC
I'm rather hoping he shows up again soon.

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dream_departed October 29 2006, 02:45:14 UTC
She smiles and reaches out to squeeze his hand.

"Me too."

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