obviously nothing is forever
and to think...i almost forgot about him. but i just had to find those pictures. stupid me, stupid stupid me for falling so hard for something that could never last. nothing seemed to be working in our favor ((age, location)) but we didnt care. we were too naive to realize that after a mere 2 weeks everything would end. i found some old letters i wrote you knowing i would never send them, but somethings been coming over me..maybe rage, maybe sorrow who knows..either way its something different that i dont know how to deal with. with all these new emotions theres a chance i may actually send them.
correction to uptop where i said i almost forgot him. i could never forget him. ever. i remember mini golf, driving, cherry hill, lucies, scary dolls, 'craddle robber', tubing and so much more. but until i found those pictures i could deal with remembering them. but i had forgotten how big your brown eyes were. those eyes are what first caught my attention. i forgot all of your freckles and how everyone seemed to be randomly scattered, yet placed perfectly.
even though seeing them reminded me of how i probably wont see you until august..it was a good thing. our times together were a good thing, even you leaving was a good thing. you were a good thing.
leave a good one, comments make me smile. =)