Today was un explainable...happy, yet sad...
.
Leaning back in my chair
crying about my pain
I see it so clearly
a place away from this acid rain
It's a place where I don't have to play a role
I can be myself
I want to run far away
for this world is closing in on me
When I close my eyes I can see
lights everywhere
people looking up to me
seeing who I really am
The more joyous my life becomes, the emptier I feel inside
Fro some reason, I want to be out of this dream world
I run
looking for my home
I can't wake up
It's like my life is became worse
I am lying in a world of sadness again
My only choice is to take away my pain
It was short and painful
I realized what I had done
"I'm too young, I'm too young," I repeated.
That was the end
It came fast and soon
My pain left my body
and so did my soul