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you know. i am way too emotional. i over-think situations, i just..let them get to me.
its my day off. and i need to go downtown to get a few things. I havent had a day oss on MONTHS..and im not exaggerating..MONTHS..school, work..school..then work the whole weekend, on top of HOMEWORK.. and finally, on my day off, while i finish up homework i want to hang out with friends.
i havent seen them in weeks..SERIOUSLY. tecting and calling..sometimes calling. mostly texting.
and my two best friends are out today, on THIS BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS perfect day, and they know im not working..
and who do they DECIDE TO CALL TO GO HAVE LUNCH WITH THEM at NORDSTROM (where I WORK)
....MY FUCKING BROTHER! my brother! my fucking brother! left the house and was like, im doing to go have lunch with your friends. youre best friends, how funny huh?
are they mad at me? have i been too busy to be friends with my best friends? im just a fucking bitch arent i..i am..wow, they really dont like me...which makes me not want to even talk to them....
AND THIS IS JUST LUNCH! seriously...its lunch andrea, get the fuck over it.
which brings me to my point ( see above).