wowza..
i'm sittin here at school ... last hour was fun.. us girls .. got in a tape war.. yah a tape war.. i think its self explainable. uhh so i'm NOT going to the MBR concert... which sucks big toes.. but oh well.. my dad said no.. b/c i have school and he doesn't want me to drive with just two girls in the car and yadda yadda.. hmm.. so i think i am going to hang out with kat and cassie after school..we are all going to stay at katherines house tonight i think.. which should be fun!! wahoo! lol.. hmm.. i don't really have much to say.. but that i sure am hungry. i'm glad i don't have to work tonight.. i have to work tomorrow though. soo.. yeah. i've been thinking... these are just things on my mind-
1.) my mom isn't talking to me b/c we are in a fight and i haven't talked to her since.. so i have tried to call her but she won't talk to me. i hope i still get to go on the cancun trip. i think i have to since i deposited money for it already.
2.) johny is coming back from florida.. and .. we have been fighting since he has been there about stupid shit. i got mad at him for meeting girls and hanging out with them.. when he said he wasn't going to. the only reason why i don't approve of it.. is b/c of what has happened in the past..so after hearing that.. i thoguht why can't i meet guys and stuff if he is doing it? so i met someone in columbia when i was at a concert.. and we have been talking but i have not hung out with him or anything.. and we are just friends. he got mad about that, yet he was doign the same thing. i guess you could say well i did the same thing too, but i did it after he did and i'm not saying it makes it right but why can't i if he can? and uhh we were fighting he called me a bitch and a slut..and i told him i didn't awnt to see him when he came back and i was mad at him b/c i was.. and i didn't maen that i didn't want to see him when i got back b/c i do want to see him. i don't nkow how anything is goign to be when he gets back.. and how he is going to take it. but as far as i know, i have been okay without him.. i love being with him though and yeah- of course i miss him.. but he also said that he is going to move to florida now.. and he has nothing in branson here for him.. cassie said.. what about alisha? he said i was being ridiculous and he doesn't have anything to come back to. i don't know if he said it b/c he was just mad or whatever.. but i don't want to deal with this anymore.if he doesn't have anything to come back to.. i won't give him anything to come back to. i think he said that b/c the night before that i was mad and told him i didn't want to talk to him or have anything to do with him. ? i guess we will see what happens. if he wants to move to florida and have me outta his life forever.. so be it. but i am not going to act like everything is going to be okay when he is here if he wants it that way. why would anyone want to get attached again with someone that is going to leave b/c they aren't for them? yeh. so i don't know how to act about anything.. about what he meant.. what i meant. its all confusing. i'm just going to roll with the punches i guess.. and take it one step at a time. that's for the best i think. i think i should just be his friend for a while.. b/c we are both confused from the looks of it .. unless i am just looking like a dumbass.. which whatever. i don't care what people think. haha.. i am going to be gone all of june anyways.. and maybe this is for the best. hmm... comment please!!
3.) uhh 7 more days of school. i'm so pumped! it's going to be great. i can't wait. and the new found glory cd comes out soon! and taking back sunday is getting a new cd too! july 27!! yay! and blink concert is soon too. yay. then i graduate. graduate. yes. fun. exciting. last hour mal helped me realize that i have been spelling "putting" wrong my entire year.. as well as "ridiculous" i thought it was "puting" and "rediculous".. its okay. we all have our blonde moments.
until tomorrow-
XOXOXO
LeashY
1.) my mom isn't talking to me b/c we are in a fight and i haven't talked to her since.. so i have tried to call her but she won't talk to me. i hope i still get to go on the cancun trip. i think i have to since i deposited money for it already.
2.) johny is coming back from florida.. and .. we have been fighting since he has been there about stupid shit. i got mad at him for meeting girls and hanging out with them.. when he said he wasn't going to. the only reason why i don't approve of it.. is b/c of what has happened in the past..so after hearing that.. i thoguht why can't i meet guys and stuff if he is doing it? so i met someone in columbia when i was at a concert.. and we have been talking but i have not hung out with him or anything.. and we are just friends. he got mad about that, yet he was doign the same thing. i guess you could say well i did the same thing too, but i did it after he did and i'm not saying it makes it right but why can't i if he can? and uhh we were fighting he called me a bitch and a slut..and i told him i didn't awnt to see him when he came back and i was mad at him b/c i was.. and i didn't maen that i didn't want to see him when i got back b/c i do want to see him. i don't nkow how anything is goign to be when he gets back.. and how he is going to take it. but as far as i know, i have been okay without him.. i love being with him though and yeah- of course i miss him.. but he also said that he is going to move to florida now.. and he has nothing in branson here for him.. cassie said.. what about alisha? he said i was being ridiculous and he doesn't have anything to come back to. i don't know if he said it b/c he was just mad or whatever.. but i don't want to deal with this anymore.if he doesn't have anything to come back to.. i won't give him anything to come back to. i think he said that b/c the night before that i was mad and told him i didn't want to talk to him or have anything to do with him. ? i guess we will see what happens. if he wants to move to florida and have me outta his life forever.. so be it. but i am not going to act like everything is going to be okay when he is here if he wants it that way. why would anyone want to get attached again with someone that is going to leave b/c they aren't for them? yeh. so i don't know how to act about anything.. about what he meant.. what i meant. its all confusing. i'm just going to roll with the punches i guess.. and take it one step at a time. that's for the best i think. i think i should just be his friend for a while.. b/c we are both confused from the looks of it .. unless i am just looking like a dumbass.. which whatever. i don't care what people think. haha.. i am going to be gone all of june anyways.. and maybe this is for the best. hmm... comment please!!
3.) uhh 7 more days of school. i'm so pumped! it's going to be great. i can't wait. and the new found glory cd comes out soon! and taking back sunday is getting a new cd too! july 27!! yay! and blink concert is soon too. yay. then i graduate. graduate. yes. fun. exciting. last hour mal helped me realize that i have been spelling "putting" wrong my entire year.. as well as "ridiculous" i thought it was "puting" and "rediculous".. its okay. we all have our blonde moments.
until tomorrow-
XOXOXO
LeashY