Feb 07, 2004 19:26
man i am so tired of being so lonely and just so alone. i wish i could find someone to love. instead of always falling for the wrong guy. it's always a guy who can never get over his exgirlfriend, a complete ass hole who treats me like shit, or a guy who only wants to have sex. gahh why the fuck can't i find a nice guy who just wants to be with me. is that so much to ask? i swear sometimes it's like i have a sign on me that says come hurt me, or something about me that always attacts the wrong guys. Why can i never be loved am i just that ugly or dumb or does my personality totally suck? i even miss my friends lately it seems like i never get to see them anymore :( which makes me very sad. it seems like every weekend i just get more depressed cause i just stay in my room. i just want love in my life.