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i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me lately.
i feel like i have to force myself to do everything. to do anything.
school is feeling like a dead end. im completely unfocused.
i cant make myself do any work.
my parents and brother are in new mexico because my other grandfather died.
ive been laying in bed all day watching bad movies.
i need to finish my internship apps and i just cant.
i need to not be a big blob for ten minutes and i just cant.
what the fuck.
what the hell am i doing with my life.
this is miserable. im miserable.