Teeny, tiny, insignificant update...
I haven't been using this account lately.
I would say life has been hectic, and it has been, but I'm also just lazy.
I'm tired both physically and mentally. With every day that passes, I feel myself becoming slowly more and more burned out and it's nobodies fault but my own. I chose this major, this life, this way of thinking and reasoning. I choose to live my life with my emotions out to be seen and to be trashed and beaten by those who claim to be my friends.
I'm sick to death of life and uncertainties. Just once, I'd like things to go as planned.
The constants in my life don't like to be reminded that they are constants or berate me for giving them the role.
I feel like I should be stronger, but right now I don't know how.
This has been my rant of self-loathing. Check back later for me potentially being in a better, more productive mood.
Sucking it up
like I know you want me to.
-Lauren
I would say life has been hectic, and it has been, but I'm also just lazy.
I'm tired both physically and mentally. With every day that passes, I feel myself becoming slowly more and more burned out and it's nobodies fault but my own. I chose this major, this life, this way of thinking and reasoning. I choose to live my life with my emotions out to be seen and to be trashed and beaten by those who claim to be my friends.
I'm sick to death of life and uncertainties. Just once, I'd like things to go as planned.
The constants in my life don't like to be reminded that they are constants or berate me for giving them the role.
I feel like I should be stronger, but right now I don't know how.
This has been my rant of self-loathing. Check back later for me potentially being in a better, more productive mood.
Sucking it up
like I know you want me to.
-Lauren