Jul 08, 2008 00:57
Worked my ass off all night at work. I'm beat. Ran a 15 minute mile, not great, but not terrible. Given that in my peak condition, I run a 12 minute mile, it's pretty damn good for me. (I'm not built to run, I do, however, pack on muscle like a steroid junky when I work out.)
Need to really get into weights again. You lose a lot more body fat and burn so many more calories when doing a resistance workout as well as cardio. I feel good from all the endorphines from running, but I can tell that my groin muscles will be achy tomorrow from working after that run. Like the title says, "Meh!"
I'm going to Texas in a few weeks and I keep going from really excited to really freaked out. I am trying to keep a level head and just not think about it, but it's hard. Hopefully, I can keep myself contained so I don't burn myself out. My natural state is to have very low expectations of stuff, which makes me very content that things go mostly ok most of the time. I like this state of being. I want to keep it going so that Texas will be seem absolutely fabulous, darlink!
Anyways, want to post some lyrics tonight, so here goes:
Box Car Racer - There Is
This vacation's useless
These white pills are kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
Loves a girl
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off
Pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off
Pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off
Pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is