I've been down and out with a
Blood Clot in my left leg. It's mainly behind my knee and extends a bit down into my calf and up into my thigh. When I lay or sit down, it feels just a bit sore, stiff, and uncomfortable. When I stand up, it hurts like a MOTHERFUCKJGAJKDA:HD:k'l'ksahdjglhs.
I'm taking
warfarin and
lovenox injections. Every night I give myself an injection into the flesh of my stomach. YouTube videos gave me instructions on how to do it painlessly and without bruising.
I have a billion appointments and work is not happy about it. I'm thinking I should find a roommate situation just in case something goes awry with this or MS. I wish I had my cane. But Cat took it. Fuck.
I'm broke as fuck. Christmas killed me. It plus my new blood clot issues murdered my next pay check. I'm late on everything, but my kids got Christmas.
I feel like the universe is steering me towards something, but I don't know what.