Jun 02, 2004 10:34
I like...
I like the long drives to Ryan's house- especially at night. He lives about 20 minutes away from me, in the 'boonies'. But I don't mind the drive. It's actually quite peaceful...unlike where I live, where there's always something going on.
But on the roads to his house, there aren't any streetlights. So at night it's so beautiful. On clear nights you can see all of the stars in the sky. Even on cloudy nights it's great, because the sky is so bright. I didn't realize how 'bright' the nightsky was. Where I live, there's a streetlight every few yards or so, and there are so many buildings and other things that cover up the beauty of the night sky.
I like...
I like getting out of the house for once. Even though spending hours upon hours on the computer is all fine and dandy, it just feels good to get out.
It makes me realize how much I've been missing out on by just by forgetting that the "outside world" existed.
I like..
I like now.
I like how things have turned out.
I never thought I was going to be happy again...
Nor did I think that I would ever have a social life, after I pushed everybody away whenever I was so depressed.
Now is good.
I like not being drugged up all the time,
and being able to resist the urge to get all fux0red just to past time.
I like...no, thats not right-
I love Ryan.
He just makes everything seem alright,
no matter what the circumstances may be.
I like life right now.
Life is good.