she thinks
She turns up the music
And locks the door
Parents pounding, yelling and swearing
She shuts them out
Sitting on the floor
She thinks
she thinks about her life
What it really means
If she dies tomorrow
would anyone even care
She thinks about
how dissatisfied she is with her body
Does she even have her own identity
She realizes "NO", she doesn't
She thinks about
what makes her happy
what makes her happy is something her parents
dont approve of
She swears
She's aggressive
She's a punk deep down
Though she shows another side on the outside
She's a clone
another girl trying to fit in
trying to be this skinny picture perfect girl
She faces the facts
that she not one of those girls
No matter how hard she trys
she's still a sweet, innocent, little girl
on the outside
The inside is something noone could ever imagine
If anyone knew what goes on in her little head they would
say
" where did such hatred and hurt come from, your life is
perfect "
She hides all her frustration
There's things she tell people but doesn't give the full
fact
Her mother doesn't understand
even though she says shes been there and done that
BULL SHIT
She doesn't know anything
Her mothers life was in a different decade and she had a
different lifestyle,
family life
People are dying for reasons her mother can't comprehend
She doesn't understand why two boys would gun down students
at their school
They were social outcasts
They didn't fit in
They delt with their fear in the way that they felt was
right
though you might disagree
This is what she feels
Whats the point of living?
~Annie~
And locks the door
Parents pounding, yelling and swearing
She shuts them out
Sitting on the floor
She thinks
she thinks about her life
What it really means
If she dies tomorrow
would anyone even care
She thinks about
how dissatisfied she is with her body
Does she even have her own identity
She realizes "NO", she doesn't
She thinks about
what makes her happy
what makes her happy is something her parents
dont approve of
She swears
She's aggressive
She's a punk deep down
Though she shows another side on the outside
She's a clone
another girl trying to fit in
trying to be this skinny picture perfect girl
She faces the facts
that she not one of those girls
No matter how hard she trys
she's still a sweet, innocent, little girl
on the outside
The inside is something noone could ever imagine
If anyone knew what goes on in her little head they would
say
" where did such hatred and hurt come from, your life is
perfect "
She hides all her frustration
There's things she tell people but doesn't give the full
fact
Her mother doesn't understand
even though she says shes been there and done that
BULL SHIT
She doesn't know anything
Her mothers life was in a different decade and she had a
different lifestyle,
family life
People are dying for reasons her mother can't comprehend
She doesn't understand why two boys would gun down students
at their school
They were social outcasts
They didn't fit in
They delt with their fear in the way that they felt was
right
though you might disagree
This is what she feels
Whats the point of living?
~Annie~