huh?
alright. Move to texas, and obtain sanity yet bust my ass to not only pay rent, utilities and LIVE, but also save for Europe. Or stay at home, with no bills and yet end each day crying my eyes out...the kind of sob where you gasp for breath. It's horrible. Suzanne says i should move out now and that she would let me move in with her for a while. Charlie is all up for Texas. But I NEED Europe. It cannot pass by. But I suppose I need sanity too. I literally get sick from the stress now. I wish heather would go with me. Everything sucks. And him. Why am I so easily thrown off. ugh...get out of my brain.