Ugh. I'm such a loser.
I'm actually resorting to this type of thing as an excuse for an actual entry.
But it's either this or these one sentence things I've been posting.
It's not that I'm too busy or lazy or have no personality...
Okay, it's the last one. And the fact that I don't do shit.
Well, I was going to put some lame survey thing in here, but I realised I've already done it in the past.
Okay, I'll make this something real. I've been feeling like shit lately because I can't talk to Tom anymore. He's one of my favourite people in the whole world, and I understand that it's better for him that we don't talk, but I'm just feeling really selfish and immature right now and I'm torn up about it.
I've been trying to take pictures, but I've been really out of it lately.
Nothing looks good.
I made a new DA account since I need to get out of Tom's life. It's loserly.deviantart.com. I considered making a loserly LJ, too, but I know how much moving *again* would piss everyone on my friends list off.
And I haven't felt very artistic since I broke up with Tom. I don't think I can ever feel like 'painting' again. Maybe I'm just finally able to look back on my stupid pictures and realise they're shit.
This all turned out to be a self-pity fest, but it's not like the title didn't warn you.
Time to go play some more Grim Fandango.
Oh, and I'm going to remove everyone from my friends list who hasn't added me back soon. It's too much for me to read, and I don't know of any way to do this that makes more sense.
I just found out that one of my favourite actors of all time, Marlon Brando, passed away last night. Compound my sadness.
But it's either this or these one sentence things I've been posting.
It's not that I'm too busy or lazy or have no personality...
Okay, it's the last one. And the fact that I don't do shit.
Well, I was going to put some lame survey thing in here, but I realised I've already done it in the past.
Okay, I'll make this something real. I've been feeling like shit lately because I can't talk to Tom anymore. He's one of my favourite people in the whole world, and I understand that it's better for him that we don't talk, but I'm just feeling really selfish and immature right now and I'm torn up about it.
I've been trying to take pictures, but I've been really out of it lately.
Nothing looks good.
I made a new DA account since I need to get out of Tom's life. It's loserly.deviantart.com. I considered making a loserly LJ, too, but I know how much moving *again* would piss everyone on my friends list off.
And I haven't felt very artistic since I broke up with Tom. I don't think I can ever feel like 'painting' again. Maybe I'm just finally able to look back on my stupid pictures and realise they're shit.
This all turned out to be a self-pity fest, but it's not like the title didn't warn you.
Time to go play some more Grim Fandango.
Oh, and I'm going to remove everyone from my friends list who hasn't added me back soon. It's too much for me to read, and I don't know of any way to do this that makes more sense.
I just found out that one of my favourite actors of all time, Marlon Brando, passed away last night. Compound my sadness.