(no subject)
Apparently I don't deserve answers to questions that somewhat involve me, or am invisible.
Asked Tabitha if she decided who was going to be Maid-Of-Honor (since Kroi's not in the wedding anymore). I told her "I just want to know if I should start rough drafting some little speech thing." I don't want to be told at the last minute and feel anxious to do whatever. And at this point I don't give half a flying fuck who is asked to do it, I just want to know so I can get it off my mind. She completely ignored my text, which was sent on the 14th (5 days ago... 5! and mien you on Tuesday night when I came home she was talking to my father on his cell.) She text me today asking if we were still on for tuesday. So, you're just going to ignore my question? Super fucking cool. I'll just bring it up on tuesday, in person, where you can;t avoid it! Is it to much to ask for some fucking honesty so I can stop stressing so bad? At this point, she can have her bitch friend or slut of a cousin be the maid-of-honor and I wouldn't care. It just means I'll get to leave earlier fromt he reception and spend less time around drunks and people who look at me like I'm a serial killer for having different colored hair and piercings. They'll probably give Matt asshole looks too, which will make the whole thing more stressful for me. (He's going because he feels obligated, though I have told him if he doesn't want to go he doesn't want to. I HAVE to go. I already spent $130 on the dress and am about to spend more on tuesday for alterations. Not going to waste my fucking money for no reason.) He'll already be rediculously uncomfortable being surrounded by people he doesn't really know while I have to do wedding BS. I just want this to be over already.... Hurry up October and get here already so I can be done with all this extra anxiety and stress!
Asked Tabitha if she decided who was going to be Maid-Of-Honor (since Kroi's not in the wedding anymore). I told her "I just want to know if I should start rough drafting some little speech thing." I don't want to be told at the last minute and feel anxious to do whatever. And at this point I don't give half a flying fuck who is asked to do it, I just want to know so I can get it off my mind. She completely ignored my text, which was sent on the 14th (5 days ago... 5! and mien you on Tuesday night when I came home she was talking to my father on his cell.) She text me today asking if we were still on for tuesday. So, you're just going to ignore my question? Super fucking cool. I'll just bring it up on tuesday, in person, where you can;t avoid it! Is it to much to ask for some fucking honesty so I can stop stressing so bad? At this point, she can have her bitch friend or slut of a cousin be the maid-of-honor and I wouldn't care. It just means I'll get to leave earlier fromt he reception and spend less time around drunks and people who look at me like I'm a serial killer for having different colored hair and piercings. They'll probably give Matt asshole looks too, which will make the whole thing more stressful for me. (He's going because he feels obligated, though I have told him if he doesn't want to go he doesn't want to. I HAVE to go. I already spent $130 on the dress and am about to spend more on tuesday for alterations. Not going to waste my fucking money for no reason.) He'll already be rediculously uncomfortable being surrounded by people he doesn't really know while I have to do wedding BS. I just want this to be over already.... Hurry up October and get here already so I can be done with all this extra anxiety and stress!