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I feel like I am lost adrift in an ocean of my own emotions. Half the time I force myself to smile and pretend everything is okay (I would rather not ruing other people's good moods with my nonsense) and half the time I want to just start punching people. What did I let go? What am I still dragging around with me? Is that what's making everything so hard? That I have no solid idea of how "over" things I am?