May 27, 2008 09:10
So... she told me that she doesn't feel the same way, and hopes it doesn't upset our relationship we have now.
and it won't... but i might not have explained myself to her properly... i said "I like you" not "I love you, let start a relationship". I just wanted her to know that i like her... everything about her. Her laugh, her smile, her jokes, her love of movies, the way she mumbles in her sleep when she passes out watching movies with me... everything... is that bad? I didn't expect her to want to start a relationship... I don't know what i expected to get out of it by telling her... I guess i hoped that, in a perfect world, she would have wanted to start a relationship with me. But I didn't go in expecting that (ok maybe a little). So i am not crushed, i'm handling it very well... in fact we are going to a movie tonight. I expect all to go well... as if nothing has happened...
such is life