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people have asked....so i will tell you...this is the story of pat:
i used to go to mahwah high school...devin mae and i were best friends...year2...it was the first week of our sophmore year...we were wlkaing throught the lunch room...and i look over and see a very cute young man sitting at a table alone...reading....i couldnt stop looking at him....
*now you may be thinking geek! or somethign of the like...but no...even geeks in mahah have like 100 friends..and were only into....cards and games...not books...its weird*
...so i thought to go over by him but i was too shy...just looking at him amazed me...i couldnt even think of what talking to him would do...
*i imagined him saying mean things to me like go away im reading yes i mind if you sit there...etc. even though he looked like the nicest guy.*
...so we went outside and i told devin...tomorrow i am talking to that boy!!...and i didnt...but later on in the day...she and this freak kid we used to know
*and tried to ruin all of us...dick*
came up to me..with him...and they introduced me...and i couldnt stop smiling...he was just looking at me and smiling as well..and we all walked to the lunch room and went outside...he sat next to me on a bench and we talked the whole time...i walked him to class
*;)*
and we parted...we read our poetry to each other and talked about so much and found out we had soo very much in common...we got along soo well...the next week...he wrote me a note saying he couldnt stop thinking about me and thought i was very good looking and the whole..so much in common thing...
* we had NO classes together and he was mildly shy..being new to the school and i, i understood*
...and not too long after that we were together...i dont know really...to this day..what happend...but we ended up "breaking up"-as you kids call it...not too long after that...
but i have always loved him..and always will..and he knows this...
so from the time we broke up to the time he left to go back to illinois...we spent all this time together...growing and loving....we had many-a-sexual encounter...
*not sex though...heh*
....there more but i cant put it here i guess...i dont know...through out that time...i was really fucked up and so was he kinda...and we just never got back together...
now...that he is living all the way <-- over there...we cant...and we want to? i gues.s....even if he wasnt "my man"...just being with him...feels the same....its weird...but great at the same time...i miss him so much...damn...
so he may be coming out here for a little while in the summer...we will most likely make love...all kinds of love....i may be going out there for college...i may live with him...we may get married....its all been talked about....and we love each other....
which is majic...
the end.
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on another note:
i went for a walk today..it is about 50soemthing i guess..it was wonderful..i listend to john lennon and looked around where i have never walked before...^_^...and i got exersise!! woot.
i was supposed to hang out with curt...but we didnt...he called before and i was sleeping...and then i called him and he was already gone...so whatever...i had a really weird feeling..like i was gunna die or get hurt..not by him NESS-ES-SARE-ALLY...but i dont know....weeeeeiiiirrrddddd...
gotta go call devin - ACK!!!!!!
mmmmmmm
peaces.
<3
i used to go to mahwah high school...devin mae and i were best friends...year2...it was the first week of our sophmore year...we were wlkaing throught the lunch room...and i look over and see a very cute young man sitting at a table alone...reading....i couldnt stop looking at him....
*now you may be thinking geek! or somethign of the like...but no...even geeks in mahah have like 100 friends..and were only into....cards and games...not books...its weird*
...so i thought to go over by him but i was too shy...just looking at him amazed me...i couldnt even think of what talking to him would do...
*i imagined him saying mean things to me like go away im reading yes i mind if you sit there...etc. even though he looked like the nicest guy.*
...so we went outside and i told devin...tomorrow i am talking to that boy!!...and i didnt...but later on in the day...she and this freak kid we used to know
*and tried to ruin all of us...dick*
came up to me..with him...and they introduced me...and i couldnt stop smiling...he was just looking at me and smiling as well..and we all walked to the lunch room and went outside...he sat next to me on a bench and we talked the whole time...i walked him to class
*;)*
and we parted...we read our poetry to each other and talked about so much and found out we had soo very much in common...we got along soo well...the next week...he wrote me a note saying he couldnt stop thinking about me and thought i was very good looking and the whole..so much in common thing...
* we had NO classes together and he was mildly shy..being new to the school and i, i understood*
...and not too long after that we were together...i dont know really...to this day..what happend...but we ended up "breaking up"-as you kids call it...not too long after that...
but i have always loved him..and always will..and he knows this...
so from the time we broke up to the time he left to go back to illinois...we spent all this time together...growing and loving....we had many-a-sexual encounter...
*not sex though...heh*
....there more but i cant put it here i guess...i dont know...through out that time...i was really fucked up and so was he kinda...and we just never got back together...
now...that he is living all the way <-- over there...we cant...and we want to? i gues.s....even if he wasnt "my man"...just being with him...feels the same....its weird...but great at the same time...i miss him so much...damn...
so he may be coming out here for a little while in the summer...we will most likely make love...all kinds of love....i may be going out there for college...i may live with him...we may get married....its all been talked about....and we love each other....
which is majic...
the end.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
on another note:
i went for a walk today..it is about 50soemthing i guess..it was wonderful..i listend to john lennon and looked around where i have never walked before...^_^...and i got exersise!! woot.
i was supposed to hang out with curt...but we didnt...he called before and i was sleeping...and then i called him and he was already gone...so whatever...i had a really weird feeling..like i was gunna die or get hurt..not by him NESS-ES-SARE-ALLY...but i dont know....weeeeeiiiirrrddddd...
gotta go call devin - ACK!!!!!!
mmmmmmm
peaces.
<3