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best song ever: Can't You See - Marshall Tucker Band
I'm gonna take a freight train, down at the station
I don't care where it goes
Gonna climb me a mountain, the highest mountain, Lord,
Gonna jump off, nobody gonna know
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall, gona crawl inside and die
That lady, mean ol' woman Lord, done told me goodbye
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
Gonna buy me a ticket now, as far as I can, ain't never comin' back
Take me Southbound, all the way to Georgia now, till the train run out of track
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
so. it happens again. twice in six months. and again, i don't understand where i went wrong. why do i always think things are fine? why am i such a fucking loser? I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DO TO DESERVE IT, EITHER. MAYBE IT'S NOT WHAT I DO, IT'S WHAT I DON'T DO.
the last one, i wanted dead. not this time. oh god. i want to cry but i know i can't. why is it always the things you think can't happen that happen.
she still "loves me as a friend" right. whatever the fuck that means. heard it before, still don't get it.
she still wants to talk to me. uh-huh. so did the rest of them, for a while. and then in a few months she won't remember what i look like, or who i am, and all communication stops... i'm beginning to remember the steps.
i don't know what to do. i do know what NOT to do. at least i think i do.
i just want somebody to love, damnit. i that fuckin' too much to ask? it must be.
alright god, you win. i realize now that i'm absolutely worthless. i realize now that i'm unworthy of my family, my friends, sam, you, everything. so what will you do about it?
it'd take a miracle to revert things to the way they were. fortunately i'm of the disposition that miracles happen. i mean, we got together somehow... it could happen again, right?
"if you love her, let her go." tried it once. didn't work.
somebody help me, please...
I'm gonna take a freight train, down at the station
I don't care where it goes
Gonna climb me a mountain, the highest mountain, Lord,
Gonna jump off, nobody gonna know
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall, gona crawl inside and die
That lady, mean ol' woman Lord, done told me goodbye
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
Gonna buy me a ticket now, as far as I can, ain't never comin' back
Take me Southbound, all the way to Georgia now, till the train run out of track
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman been doin' to me
so. it happens again. twice in six months. and again, i don't understand where i went wrong. why do i always think things are fine? why am i such a fucking loser? I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DO TO DESERVE IT, EITHER. MAYBE IT'S NOT WHAT I DO, IT'S WHAT I DON'T DO.
the last one, i wanted dead. not this time. oh god. i want to cry but i know i can't. why is it always the things you think can't happen that happen.
she still "loves me as a friend" right. whatever the fuck that means. heard it before, still don't get it.
she still wants to talk to me. uh-huh. so did the rest of them, for a while. and then in a few months she won't remember what i look like, or who i am, and all communication stops... i'm beginning to remember the steps.
i don't know what to do. i do know what NOT to do. at least i think i do.
i just want somebody to love, damnit. i that fuckin' too much to ask? it must be.
alright god, you win. i realize now that i'm absolutely worthless. i realize now that i'm unworthy of my family, my friends, sam, you, everything. so what will you do about it?
it'd take a miracle to revert things to the way they were. fortunately i'm of the disposition that miracles happen. i mean, we got together somehow... it could happen again, right?
"if you love her, let her go." tried it once. didn't work.
somebody help me, please...