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Ok, so I purged all of the Borderline groups from my LJ list because frankly...they never post anything outside of whining anyway.
Today = odd feeling.
I don't know what I feel today...part depressed and lethargic, but the other part of me feels like acting out- like hurting someone, or destroying something. But I won't let myself act on thos impulses...because I still have a LITTLE self control [thank you Lithium!!] It's been forever since I've updated this beotch. I guess I just haven't had the heart to do so...
But here's a list of updates in my life:
* Mom saw my scars over Easter Break so I told her what I had been going through and the fact that I was on medicine to keep me in control
* I turned 19 on Easter
* Mom and my little bro's dad are getting married and getting a house...lame, because I've lived in the same house all my life
* Found out I'm making a B- in Art Foundations, not cool..
The whole mom actually knowing something intimate about me feels weird, but she's being real supportive through all of this- which surprised me. I thought she was gonna flip out and pull me out of college and send me off to some christian institution to "exorcise the demons out of me." I just feel bad because I know she worries about me constantly now...
Bleh..
I have to go write a paper now..
Today = odd feeling.
I don't know what I feel today...part depressed and lethargic, but the other part of me feels like acting out- like hurting someone, or destroying something. But I won't let myself act on thos impulses...because I still have a LITTLE self control [thank you Lithium!!] It's been forever since I've updated this beotch. I guess I just haven't had the heart to do so...
But here's a list of updates in my life:
* Mom saw my scars over Easter Break so I told her what I had been going through and the fact that I was on medicine to keep me in control
* I turned 19 on Easter
* Mom and my little bro's dad are getting married and getting a house...lame, because I've lived in the same house all my life
* Found out I'm making a B- in Art Foundations, not cool..
The whole mom actually knowing something intimate about me feels weird, but she's being real supportive through all of this- which surprised me. I thought she was gonna flip out and pull me out of college and send me off to some christian institution to "exorcise the demons out of me." I just feel bad because I know she worries about me constantly now...
Bleh..
I have to go write a paper now..