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I am still very tired. I am still sleeping 12-15 hours/day. I am tired but it's easier to stay wrapped in blankets than deal with life.
I had a moment of clarity last week. I realized even if I did manage to make my suicide look like an accident, no one would believe it. So I feel trapped now. I am running.options over in my mind but no clear ideas.
And on it goes.