well i did it...

[drea_g4]

It was really really hard, but I went and talked to Ryan today.(that would be my ex who now aparently gets really really high and drunk all the time) I am glad i did tho. And as much as i hate the way it sounds, and hate even more to admit it, I missed him, not as a boyfriend or anything, but i honestly missed talking to him, I mean, it's not easy

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What is wrong with you!?

[drea_g4]

Hi, I don't know who you are or why you're reading my live journal, and if you know me you'll know that I'm not a very confontational person, but you did not just hate on my kairos group. Don't even go there with me. I guess you don't want a part of this crazy love. First of all where the hell do you get off critisizing anyone about how they're living the 4th!? No i don't get drunk, but if someone from my kairos wants to that's their decision and their choice, we still all love and support eachother for who we are, despite our flaws. Isn't that what Kairos is all about, unconditional love and acceptance? Maybe YOU'VE forgotten that, but i haven't. And we haven't let any of the secrets loose on live journal so if we wanna post, just leave us be and mind your own bussiness please. And we will NEVER stop with the "stupid kairos parties" we are a close group and if we wanna stay that way by getting together than shouldn't you be happy for us? maybe your kairos wasn't that close...if that's the case i truely am sorry cuz that sucks. but for you to sit there and shoot us down and critisize is shit,(and im not one to cuss) and if im not mistaken you guys continued to get drunk and party as well so get you nose out of the air and come back to reality. and you know what? we'll "annoy" you effing alum as much as we want, because if seeing us act like a family is annoying to you, than you disgust me and you better get used to it. We are soldiers, and anyone who went on kairos 169 will know what im talking about. You have no idea how much you've offened me. how dare you? it's people like you that kill the fuego. let us be. and anopther thing, you don't have to be proud of the august leaders because WE ARE. you don't know those people liek we do and for you to say that only shows immaturity and unneeded negativity. I hope the other seniors are aware that your speaking for them because i know for a fact that they do not agree. And you might hate to hear this, but it's not like leaders don't make mistakes too. so quit critisizing a spread the love! Best of luck to you in the real world...especially with that attitude. oh, and i have no idea what you're taling about with the "doing the right thing" bussiness, i do the best i can in letting ym friends know i care about them and will always be there, no matter what their flaws may be, because none of us a perfect. I'm sorry if i came off as a bitch in this post but you seriously offended me and i don't even know who you are. But listen, let it go and leave us alone, we're trying to keep it going the best we can, it isn't your job anymore, it's ours, and i promise you I'll try to keep the fuego alive, but you need to stop critisizing the way in hich we try to. good luck next year and if you care to post back, back off my kairos, cuz we kick ass.

Re: What is wrong with you!?

[anigav04]

To be honest, some of the things I agree with the senior and some I don't. The drinking part is dumb. People are going to drink no matter. Seniors did and so are you guys. It's up to you guys to help them out and take care of them because obviously you don't want to see a classmate in the hospital or god forbid . . . dead. Some of my class messed up big by letting our friends drive home drunk. One thing I don't agree with is so what if they get drunk. My best friend is constantly drunk, and it's because she has huge problems at home, but that doesn't mean I should let alcohol make her feel better. I was just like one of you guys because I was on the first junior kairos, and I was and still am head over heels for my kairos. I led with seven of them in August. Talk about amazing. Jen brandon and Frances Gatchalian are still my best friends. So, yeah, I don't blame you guys for wanting to keep in touch because I wouldn't mind to have that. Though I'm indifferent to the kairos community, as long as you guys take care of each other . . . who cares how you do it. Good lucks future seniors.