the things you take for granted....
**my cds (all of them) especially gavin degraw and marching toward debra
**my friends
**my fam
my bed
starbucks (there's not one in this crazy town)
my computer
**my church
**the feeling of having oppurtunity
these things will (hopefully) be mine in a day! But I have truly enjoyed my time here. It's been very good but I'll elaborate more. I feel like my life is on pause really. It's weird. Sometimes I find myself wondering if everything will still be left undone and broken when I get home. Will I have the chance to patch them up? To mend things? For a new start? Will I get the chance to express my thoughts and feelings and will it go smoothly as planned or on the other hand spell disaster? Or will we be too selfconscience to be honest on what we're feeling now? I need a chance to chase away my fears. And as I stand here on the brink of another summer will it be full of hope or will I be let down again? So God, here our prayers and make our hearts like blameless children change our lives tonight, because I can't do it.
**my friends
**my fam
my bed
starbucks (there's not one in this crazy town)
my computer
**my church
**the feeling of having oppurtunity
these things will (hopefully) be mine in a day! But I have truly enjoyed my time here. It's been very good but I'll elaborate more. I feel like my life is on pause really. It's weird. Sometimes I find myself wondering if everything will still be left undone and broken when I get home. Will I have the chance to patch them up? To mend things? For a new start? Will I get the chance to express my thoughts and feelings and will it go smoothly as planned or on the other hand spell disaster? Or will we be too selfconscience to be honest on what we're feeling now? I need a chance to chase away my fears. And as I stand here on the brink of another summer will it be full of hope or will I be let down again? So God, here our prayers and make our hearts like blameless children change our lives tonight, because I can't do it.