SCHOOL
what an awful word. no really, just say it slowwww and think about it. schooool. how unpleasant is saying that? and its one syllable too, making it just annoying to say IMO, for some reason. anyway, school itself is annoying. ESPECIALLY STUY.
now you see, i got my report card the other day. obviously i failed the classes i didnt go to, thats not what im pissed off about, because i deserved that. except i think that i deserved to pass spanish despite all my absences for the fact that i did well on all the tests and that project grade was bullshit, but thats a whole nother story. anyways, im sitting in homeroom and everyone is discussing their report cards. and then i hear someone say "wow, you got a 95 average, good job." NOW WHAT THE FUCKING HELL. my HIGHEST grade was a 92, and i REALLY tried in that class. WTF??? seriously, what the fuck do i even try for.
now i know your grades are supposed to be for yourself but well no thats bullshit. grades are for college. and im just trying to imagine this. "hmm lets see here... andrea cook, stuyvesant highschool... not bad... looks like she fucked up in the beginning but improved... oh now whats this here another stuy kid xian lu... gpa 99.739583745" *crumples my application in a little ball and aims for the trash* yeah, its pretty discouraging. but im trying to be optimistic or something, whatever.
now you see, i got my report card the other day. obviously i failed the classes i didnt go to, thats not what im pissed off about, because i deserved that. except i think that i deserved to pass spanish despite all my absences for the fact that i did well on all the tests and that project grade was bullshit, but thats a whole nother story. anyways, im sitting in homeroom and everyone is discussing their report cards. and then i hear someone say "wow, you got a 95 average, good job." NOW WHAT THE FUCKING HELL. my HIGHEST grade was a 92, and i REALLY tried in that class. WTF??? seriously, what the fuck do i even try for.
now i know your grades are supposed to be for yourself but well no thats bullshit. grades are for college. and im just trying to imagine this. "hmm lets see here... andrea cook, stuyvesant highschool... not bad... looks like she fucked up in the beginning but improved... oh now whats this here another stuy kid xian lu... gpa 99.739583745" *crumples my application in a little ball and aims for the trash* yeah, its pretty discouraging. but im trying to be optimistic or something, whatever.