memories and other random stuff
hmm damn i have a lot to write about. well over last weekend i had a total trip down memory lane. cut for your convinience, and cause i have been whoring lj the last couple days. first i was reading all my lj posts from the entire year of 2004 cause i wanted to make sure i didnt leave out any highlights of my year. its really a lot of fun, you should all try it some time. just reading about all these good times and random shit and meaningful stuff i said in the past. its just like wow, now i remember how i felt back then. and then you note the changes in your perspective.
last year i wrote this the day before my birthday: "oh and another reason i hate my birthday so much. it always seems to come at the lowest times of my life. really, it does, most of the time when my birthday comes i make a significant change in my life. but i duno whats left... changed my view on my parents when i turned 12, changed my view of my friends a little after my 13th birthday, became alot crazier sluttier and more open about who i am the summer after i turned 13, then recently last fall i changed my view on religion. so yeah theres pretty much nothing left but relationships and i dont think thats gonna change." its pretty interesting to go back and read this kinda stuff.
another thing was that my ex boyfriend from 4th grade called me, lolz. i havent seen him since he left our class after 5th grade, and havent spoken to him since hmm, maybe 7th or 8th grade. well hes pretty much the only ex boyfriend i dont regret going out with, even though it was a puppy love type thing since we were so young and immature. we fought for the silliest reasons, lolz. but yeah anyway we are still cool. basically we just talked for a really long time about how our lives have changed and how our classmates lives have changed, who turned gay, who moved to florida, who goes to what school, etc. we were also just reminiscing about the days we used to be classmates.
so yeah first i was reminded about my life last year, and then i was reminded about elementary school lolz. actually not too long ago another friend i havent spoken to in over a year called me, he was from my junior high, so recently i was reminded about those days too. its good though. its good to speak to old friends and remember things like that every once in a while. i wonder if someone told me back then id be living the life i live now, would i have believed them? and i wonder, where am i gonna be in a few years? well i guess wherever i am, good or bad, im the one responsible for getting there from here.
lets see what else did i do over the weekend... oh yeah i went to andres house along with angel, anthony, blake, deshaun, and jason. i think that was all but there were so many people i lost track lolz. it was really fun though, and good seeing jason again. i hope we can do that again soon, i hate being 15 and not being able to sleepover agh!!!
oh also when i was looking at my old entries i saw some hilarious quotes. once darah said "i wonder what would happen if ddr was illegalized. theyd probably get chalk and draw arrows on the sidewalk and get a boombox and some stepcharts". now you can add windex to that list. and the other thing was that once i refered to ddr as "the moving flashing arrow smashing game", which i thought was pretty funny.
someone from korea put a trojan on my computer but thank god i have a firewall and its stopping it form working. damn koreans!!!
also, i have a myspace account now. add me bitches!!! my username is swankey, of course. link here
does anyone want a copy of meteora for free? a while back i burned it but i dont know what for, i just found it recently.
AGH DAMN YOU PS2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it will not read bloodrayne no matter what i do. i am going to buy myself a new ps2, and soon. well but i heard that they were overheating, AGHHHH I CANT TAKE WAITING ANYMORE!!! if it does overheat ill wait till they fix it but if its not confirmed i will probably buy myself one as soon as the january birthdays pass. does anybody know for sure????
did everyone hear about "csa3"? i think right now things sound a little eh, but it could be good. hopefully another thing to be excited about. if people do decide to go i will most likely get my parents to drive again (unless blake drives maybe?) but i probably wont be taking anyone other than andre and tinna (if she can come). but like i said on ddrfreak it would be really hott if we all stayed in the same hotel, this way we could bug out all night. yep... what do you guys think?
last year i wrote this the day before my birthday: "oh and another reason i hate my birthday so much. it always seems to come at the lowest times of my life. really, it does, most of the time when my birthday comes i make a significant change in my life. but i duno whats left... changed my view on my parents when i turned 12, changed my view of my friends a little after my 13th birthday, became alot crazier sluttier and more open about who i am the summer after i turned 13, then recently last fall i changed my view on religion. so yeah theres pretty much nothing left but relationships and i dont think thats gonna change." its pretty interesting to go back and read this kinda stuff.
another thing was that my ex boyfriend from 4th grade called me, lolz. i havent seen him since he left our class after 5th grade, and havent spoken to him since hmm, maybe 7th or 8th grade. well hes pretty much the only ex boyfriend i dont regret going out with, even though it was a puppy love type thing since we were so young and immature. we fought for the silliest reasons, lolz. but yeah anyway we are still cool. basically we just talked for a really long time about how our lives have changed and how our classmates lives have changed, who turned gay, who moved to florida, who goes to what school, etc. we were also just reminiscing about the days we used to be classmates.
so yeah first i was reminded about my life last year, and then i was reminded about elementary school lolz. actually not too long ago another friend i havent spoken to in over a year called me, he was from my junior high, so recently i was reminded about those days too. its good though. its good to speak to old friends and remember things like that every once in a while. i wonder if someone told me back then id be living the life i live now, would i have believed them? and i wonder, where am i gonna be in a few years? well i guess wherever i am, good or bad, im the one responsible for getting there from here.
lets see what else did i do over the weekend... oh yeah i went to andres house along with angel, anthony, blake, deshaun, and jason. i think that was all but there were so many people i lost track lolz. it was really fun though, and good seeing jason again. i hope we can do that again soon, i hate being 15 and not being able to sleepover agh!!!
oh also when i was looking at my old entries i saw some hilarious quotes. once darah said "i wonder what would happen if ddr was illegalized. theyd probably get chalk and draw arrows on the sidewalk and get a boombox and some stepcharts". now you can add windex to that list. and the other thing was that once i refered to ddr as "the moving flashing arrow smashing game", which i thought was pretty funny.
someone from korea put a trojan on my computer but thank god i have a firewall and its stopping it form working. damn koreans!!!
also, i have a myspace account now. add me bitches!!! my username is swankey, of course. link here
does anyone want a copy of meteora for free? a while back i burned it but i dont know what for, i just found it recently.
AGH DAMN YOU PS2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it will not read bloodrayne no matter what i do. i am going to buy myself a new ps2, and soon. well but i heard that they were overheating, AGHHHH I CANT TAKE WAITING ANYMORE!!! if it does overheat ill wait till they fix it but if its not confirmed i will probably buy myself one as soon as the january birthdays pass. does anybody know for sure????
did everyone hear about "csa3"? i think right now things sound a little eh, but it could be good. hopefully another thing to be excited about. if people do decide to go i will most likely get my parents to drive again (unless blake drives maybe?) but i probably wont be taking anyone other than andre and tinna (if she can come). but like i said on ddrfreak it would be really hott if we all stayed in the same hotel, this way we could bug out all night. yep... what do you guys think?