happy day after christmas
oh my fucking god i think im going to cry. i spent FOREVER yesterday and today typing this post, and just before i hit post i lost EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE WHOEVER DESIGNED MY LAPTOP. THEY MADE IT SO EASY TO ACCIDENTLY GO TO THE LAST PAGE YOU WERE AT. AND I ALSO HATE WINDOWS XP BECAUSE THEY REFRESH THE PAGE AND WINDOWS 98 DIDNT DO THAT!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH well here i go again from whatever i can remember. ;___________;
as you all know i despise christmas. i didnt have a bad christmas' eve/day (especially compared to last year) but it is just the concept of christmas. all i see it as is a day you are forced to spend with your family. and everyone always ends up feeling awkward, selfish, disappointed or annoyed. and sure you get money but its never even close to the amount you started out with. when you think about how much money and effort people wasted on things you arent even going to use, it makes you sad. when you think about how much money and effort YOU wasted on things people arent even going to use, it makes you sad.
either way with christmas you cant win. whether you gave more than you recieved or recieved more than you gave at the end of the day you stil feel horrible. i like how blake said "hope you enjoyed to the best of your ability." shaneka hates christmas just as much as i do. she says that in jamaica its different, stores stay open and people put their merchandise outside and everyone dances and parties in the street (shes the party girl). she also dislikes christmas because they take all the food away.
but even though i cant stand christmas, it doesnt mean im not grateful for what i got. i got everything i asked for, the nightmare before christmas special edition dvd, the collision course dvd/cd, a pair of timberlands, a new computer case, bloodrayne 2, and KH chain of memories. in addition to that i got travel speakers, a nice pair of pj's, sheet music for fallen and the diary of alicia keys, money, and a few other small things. me and my father also bought my mother shrek 2 and mulan so yay.
but im still thankful for the things i didnt really like (random clothes), especially now that i know how much stress it can be to purchase a single gift. i think the most annoying thing is getting something for someone and then someone buys it for them too, because not only do you have to return it, you have to find something else too! if you ask me, we should just cut all this surprise factor bullshit and tell eachother what we want or just give eachother money!!!! if i ever take over the world, that is going to be the first law.
anyway i have long strayed from the point of the post. i had the best day-after-christmas ever. me and a bunch of my friends went to see blade trinity which was mediocre but when we left the theater it was snowing and we all played in it and bugged out. even though my baby was freezing, im sowwy. :( everyone came except tinna who slept over yesterday and celeste who i will most likely see later on in the week.
this is the best picture ever:
yes that is in fact a penis
i look horrible in this picture but andre looks cute so im posting it lolz, stupid samantha
samantha looks nice here
ash and kwame
pole dance in below freezing weather
neka kenny ash booty shot!
group pic
this would be nicer if it wasnt so dark
this picture is cute, shanekas tounge is still blue from the slushie lolz
andre is too frozen at this point to smile
this is the picture before the cut but bigger
and here is a lone picture of our snow penis
i really love spending time with my friends. they remind me to just live life and take things one day at a time. ive been doing better in the majority of the aspects of my life, but i will talk about that and make new years resolutions when the time comes. =D happy holidays excluding christmas!!!!
as you all know i despise christmas. i didnt have a bad christmas' eve/day (especially compared to last year) but it is just the concept of christmas. all i see it as is a day you are forced to spend with your family. and everyone always ends up feeling awkward, selfish, disappointed or annoyed. and sure you get money but its never even close to the amount you started out with. when you think about how much money and effort people wasted on things you arent even going to use, it makes you sad. when you think about how much money and effort YOU wasted on things people arent even going to use, it makes you sad.
either way with christmas you cant win. whether you gave more than you recieved or recieved more than you gave at the end of the day you stil feel horrible. i like how blake said "hope you enjoyed to the best of your ability." shaneka hates christmas just as much as i do. she says that in jamaica its different, stores stay open and people put their merchandise outside and everyone dances and parties in the street (shes the party girl). she also dislikes christmas because they take all the food away.
but even though i cant stand christmas, it doesnt mean im not grateful for what i got. i got everything i asked for, the nightmare before christmas special edition dvd, the collision course dvd/cd, a pair of timberlands, a new computer case, bloodrayne 2, and KH chain of memories. in addition to that i got travel speakers, a nice pair of pj's, sheet music for fallen and the diary of alicia keys, money, and a few other small things. me and my father also bought my mother shrek 2 and mulan so yay.
but im still thankful for the things i didnt really like (random clothes), especially now that i know how much stress it can be to purchase a single gift. i think the most annoying thing is getting something for someone and then someone buys it for them too, because not only do you have to return it, you have to find something else too! if you ask me, we should just cut all this surprise factor bullshit and tell eachother what we want or just give eachother money!!!! if i ever take over the world, that is going to be the first law.
anyway i have long strayed from the point of the post. i had the best day-after-christmas ever. me and a bunch of my friends went to see blade trinity which was mediocre but when we left the theater it was snowing and we all played in it and bugged out. even though my baby was freezing, im sowwy. :( everyone came except tinna who slept over yesterday and celeste who i will most likely see later on in the week.
this is the best picture ever:
yes that is in fact a penis
i look horrible in this picture but andre looks cute so im posting it lolz, stupid samantha
samantha looks nice here
ash and kwame
pole dance in below freezing weather
neka kenny ash booty shot!
group pic
this would be nicer if it wasnt so dark
this picture is cute, shanekas tounge is still blue from the slushie lolz
andre is too frozen at this point to smile
this is the picture before the cut but bigger
and here is a lone picture of our snow penis
i really love spending time with my friends. they remind me to just live life and take things one day at a time. ive been doing better in the majority of the aspects of my life, but i will talk about that and make new years resolutions when the time comes. =D happy holidays excluding christmas!!!!