Jun 15, 2009 19:47
I love my children, a lot. I had almost given up hope when I miscarried twice, and when I had lost the baby I wanted to adopt. Itsuki, Shiro and Rachel actually make me feel like I have it all. They're amazing, vibrant children with a wonderful future ahead of them and I'm honored to be a part of their life.
... But I do not know why I don't feel fulfilled. They should - but why can't I get the possibility of what if Gisborne had stayed with the kids or what if House started to care about himself? I finally have what I want: I have an amazing career, a wonderful house and great kids. Why does another man count?
how does that make you feel?