sonuvafuckinwhorebitch!!
i'm soo pissed right now? and why you might ask, cuz i can't do what i said in the last post. fucking shit!! i want to be mad about the other situations, i want to start being more like an asshole so people understand when they cross boundaries with me, but no...i'm always gonna be this polite, yet perverted, weak fuck! AAAHHHH!!! i didn't demo enough today...i should just grab a sledge hammer enter a room that needs to be demo-ed and release my anger...that would be nice...paid for anger management...haha...
oh but the reasons i can't be "vicious" is cuz i like making my friends happy, even if i'm not, i'll do almost anything to make them so. i guess it's a good trait to have. but now due to that i don't ever really know how i feel, cuz i'll always hide it, put on my mask, and go back to the world...that sucks. it really does....ah well such is my life...i need to shower...cuz i work 2.5 hours of OT today....bleecccchhh!
oh but the reasons i can't be "vicious" is cuz i like making my friends happy, even if i'm not, i'll do almost anything to make them so. i guess it's a good trait to have. but now due to that i don't ever really know how i feel, cuz i'll always hide it, put on my mask, and go back to the world...that sucks. it really does....ah well such is my life...i need to shower...cuz i work 2.5 hours of OT today....bleecccchhh!