Good Night?!
Well tonight was fun, it started out with me thinking that i am goin to go to canada, but noooooooooope, that blew up in my face when my cuz called me up to say, fuck it i need to save money for christmas. So any ways, i come home from the atm where it decides to give me $400 instead of the $100 that i asked for. Sure ill take it, but its goin right back into the account tomarrow when i cash my check. So then i decide that tonight would be a good night to start writing my research paper. FUN FUN FUN... Not. as it turned out i got to writing like 3 pages of it but it still needs a lot of work before i can turn it in for a grade in 2 weeks. But then i call up my friend andrea, because i was bored out of my mind. I was actually going to call her even before my cuz called to go to Canada, but thats whole other story. So we hung out for like an hour and a half and talked. It was kinda nice just to sit down and talk like we did tonight. That is one thing that i really miss about having a girlfriend. You always have somebody to talk to. I know that I always have somebody to talk to, but not somebody that knows me inside and out like she used to. But thats all changed now, and i am glad to say that we can be FRIENDS. But the most funny thing happened today when we were talking, Julia called me and andrea started to tickle me which usually works, because i am a very ticklish guy. but for some reason it had no effect on me, weird. but yeah now that i know how other people feel about this it kinda makes me wonder, did i do the right thing or did i do the wrong thing. this probably wont make sence to anybody but whats what i think. I don't really miss andrea so much as a girlfriend, but i had one of the weirdest thoughts as i was sitting on the crapper the other day, "If I met Andrea today, i think i might be able to marry her". Yeah that's how far our relationship has come since we broke up. She really has changed for the better but its just to late. I suppose that it is better this way but for some reason it leaves me wondering.