Feelings
hi everyone
things r alright i guess.... i think that right now im really stuck on staying at school just so that i can see ryan even though he doesn't like me. i mean i like a guy and then if i find out he doesn't like me or he has a gf then i stop liking him....but this time ryan has said no like 50 million times and i keep on liking him, in fact i think that i liked him even more everytime he said no. god hes sexy.....and i hear brieon talking about thats not what u said yesterday.....and i keep on thinking that if he did go wit me it would only be to smash and im not like that. god boys r sooooooo complex. i need something to do to keep my mind off of him....and im super nervous about my basketball game on wednesday and everyones going to be on my case about getting points and making baskets....... i know no onnes reading this and no one ever comments but i don't want ppl to comment i just want u to read it and understand how i feel. g2g food
things r alright i guess.... i think that right now im really stuck on staying at school just so that i can see ryan even though he doesn't like me. i mean i like a guy and then if i find out he doesn't like me or he has a gf then i stop liking him....but this time ryan has said no like 50 million times and i keep on liking him, in fact i think that i liked him even more everytime he said no. god hes sexy.....and i hear brieon talking about thats not what u said yesterday.....and i keep on thinking that if he did go wit me it would only be to smash and im not like that. god boys r sooooooo complex. i need something to do to keep my mind off of him....and im super nervous about my basketball game on wednesday and everyones going to be on my case about getting points and making baskets....... i know no onnes reading this and no one ever comments but i don't want ppl to comment i just want u to read it and understand how i feel. g2g food