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I'm in a bad mood. I really shouldn't be, but I am. It's just been one of those days. I suppose. Wednesday...did I do anything Wednesday? Yeah, I went to see Anchorman. My friends thought it was hillarious, I didn't find it all that funny, but it definitely had it's moments.
Thursday I went over to Tara's. We went shopping, well, I didn't buy anything. Actually I did, Final Fantasy Unlimited. Anyway, we ate at Old Chicago, and went back to their place. I had something to say about it all, but I forgot what.
Friday I went to Phantom of the Opera at the Orpheum. The chandelier was supposed to rise to the ceiling at the very begining of the show. It didn't. Nothing like starting the show, playing the music, getting people into it, and then stopping the show immediately with announcement of 'Technical Difficulties' to really ruin the mood. Some parts weren't that good, but they ended the show very solidly, which left thinking the show was probably better than it actually was.
Saturday I was *supposed* to go Como. But Tara cancelled on me because she felt sick. That kind of upset me, or depressed me, or I dunno. I just wasn't happy. And I tried very hard not to get upset at Tara. I mean, it's not her fault she's sick. But...I dunno. I ended up calling Brian and went over their and played poker.
Sunday Tara and I went to Como and then swimming, then watched NTHT. I think she's liking it, even if it is a bit morbid. I'd discuss that more, but I might ruin a few things. She also seemed to enjoy Muse slightly, well, at least she didn't say she hated them, like I figured she would. Heh. Actually, I think it was Thursday Tara told me that her parents think I'm weird. That really bothered me more than it should, and it still bothers me. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I got the feeling they said it using a negative connotation, or maybe it's because I don't know why they said it. I mean, I know I'm weird, but what did they see me do that made them decide I was weird? What did I do in front of them that was so weird? Now I can never be around her parents again and feel comfortable because everything I do I'll immediately evaluate wondering if it was construed as weird. Kind of sad, huh? Or maybe it bothers me that they think Tony's normal. Which means the entire Effertz family likes Tony better than me. Heh...
Monday I played poker, and didn't do so hot. And today Tara and I were supposed to do something, but she bailed on me again. She didn't feel well again, I think. And I try, I try so hard not be all down and mopey about it, but I failed. I know it's not her fault, but, when I make plans, I expect them to happen. And when they don't, well, then there's other stuff I could've done, but I was waiting for these other plans to happen and then suddenly they don't. *sigh* I know it's not her fault so I try my best not be angry, but I am disappointed. Of course, I may or may not do something with her tomorrow, I have no idea. If I don't then I won't be seeing her for a very long time. Which is a bit sad for me, but she doesn't care. And the fact that she doesn't care gets me even more upset and then I think I should give her a taste of her own medicine, and I should just not care, but she wouldn't care if I didn't care, which upsets me further, and it's one big downward spiral for me. Gawd, I'm pathetic. I should shut up now.
Thought of the Day: You know, IM's can go south very fast, but if Tara and I actually get together, we always seem to have fun. I think so, anyway. Maybe she's faking it. It's just odd. Like when she visited in me Morris, Carl told Mel, "They may not be dating, but they certainly have chemistry together," Of course, she's not interested in me and married another man, so It's not THAT good of chemistry. But there usually seems to be something there when we get together, an unexplainable intangible of multisyllabic magnitudes. Now am I naive enough to think that if we lived together we'd constantly have fun together? No, I'd probably annoy her for some reason or another. Although I think it's safe to say that I'd annoy her for completely different reasons than Tony annoys her, but still. I'm not saying we were made for each other or anything like that, because clearly if we were, we would be together. But I really don't believe in that stuff anyway. But even if it's just friendship, there's definitely a sort of spark that usually happens when we get together. Or maybe the Cranberry's were right and it's just in my head.
Quote of the Day: "What would an angel say? The Devil wants to know," - Fiona Apple
Thursday I went over to Tara's. We went shopping, well, I didn't buy anything. Actually I did, Final Fantasy Unlimited. Anyway, we ate at Old Chicago, and went back to their place. I had something to say about it all, but I forgot what.
Friday I went to Phantom of the Opera at the Orpheum. The chandelier was supposed to rise to the ceiling at the very begining of the show. It didn't. Nothing like starting the show, playing the music, getting people into it, and then stopping the show immediately with announcement of 'Technical Difficulties' to really ruin the mood. Some parts weren't that good, but they ended the show very solidly, which left thinking the show was probably better than it actually was.
Saturday I was *supposed* to go Como. But Tara cancelled on me because she felt sick. That kind of upset me, or depressed me, or I dunno. I just wasn't happy. And I tried very hard not to get upset at Tara. I mean, it's not her fault she's sick. But...I dunno. I ended up calling Brian and went over their and played poker.
Sunday Tara and I went to Como and then swimming, then watched NTHT. I think she's liking it, even if it is a bit morbid. I'd discuss that more, but I might ruin a few things. She also seemed to enjoy Muse slightly, well, at least she didn't say she hated them, like I figured she would. Heh. Actually, I think it was Thursday Tara told me that her parents think I'm weird. That really bothered me more than it should, and it still bothers me. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I got the feeling they said it using a negative connotation, or maybe it's because I don't know why they said it. I mean, I know I'm weird, but what did they see me do that made them decide I was weird? What did I do in front of them that was so weird? Now I can never be around her parents again and feel comfortable because everything I do I'll immediately evaluate wondering if it was construed as weird. Kind of sad, huh? Or maybe it bothers me that they think Tony's normal. Which means the entire Effertz family likes Tony better than me. Heh...
Monday I played poker, and didn't do so hot. And today Tara and I were supposed to do something, but she bailed on me again. She didn't feel well again, I think. And I try, I try so hard not be all down and mopey about it, but I failed. I know it's not her fault, but, when I make plans, I expect them to happen. And when they don't, well, then there's other stuff I could've done, but I was waiting for these other plans to happen and then suddenly they don't. *sigh* I know it's not her fault so I try my best not be angry, but I am disappointed. Of course, I may or may not do something with her tomorrow, I have no idea. If I don't then I won't be seeing her for a very long time. Which is a bit sad for me, but she doesn't care. And the fact that she doesn't care gets me even more upset and then I think I should give her a taste of her own medicine, and I should just not care, but she wouldn't care if I didn't care, which upsets me further, and it's one big downward spiral for me. Gawd, I'm pathetic. I should shut up now.
Thought of the Day: You know, IM's can go south very fast, but if Tara and I actually get together, we always seem to have fun. I think so, anyway. Maybe she's faking it. It's just odd. Like when she visited in me Morris, Carl told Mel, "They may not be dating, but they certainly have chemistry together," Of course, she's not interested in me and married another man, so It's not THAT good of chemistry. But there usually seems to be something there when we get together, an unexplainable intangible of multisyllabic magnitudes. Now am I naive enough to think that if we lived together we'd constantly have fun together? No, I'd probably annoy her for some reason or another. Although I think it's safe to say that I'd annoy her for completely different reasons than Tony annoys her, but still. I'm not saying we were made for each other or anything like that, because clearly if we were, we would be together. But I really don't believe in that stuff anyway. But even if it's just friendship, there's definitely a sort of spark that usually happens when we get together. Or maybe the Cranberry's were right and it's just in my head.
Quote of the Day: "What would an angel say? The Devil wants to know," - Fiona Apple