Nov 02, 2006 02:16
it's been a while.
well, tomorrow morning, I am going to corunna, to take care of this shit that what started out a "stupid" decision, which totally exploded. I am going to maybe get a little jail, if not, probation with conditions up the ass, which may include no internet. Aside from that, I've been doing pretty much alright. I've been working my ass off with my dad in waterford, so I am not totally sitting around wasting my life away. Tonight, I am not sure what I should do. with the possibility of jail, it makes me want to smoke some pot, but i just don't know if that will really help the situation. This whole thing honestly is nothing short of scary. I hate legal problems, and I wish I didn't do what I did, but there is nothing that I can do, so I guess i will just have to see which cards that god feels like dealing me in the morning. I have to be up by like 6ish, hit the road at 7, be there by 8:30, I seriously hope to get off with just probation. because it honestly might do me good. but I doubt that jail will help me achieve anything in life. Well, I am going to sit here for a while, ponder in my thoughts. change of plans, melissa is here, so we gonna chill.